the lack of self-confidence ?

there is a time when a hardcore scener gets to his 2x age and, usually pops him self in head with the plain-stupid idea of quitting the scene and beginning of long-year studying..... BUT.... what happens to the ones who decide to stay tuned to the scene and their lasting scene-activity ? what happens to us who still are VERY alive and full of energy ?

u know what i mean...

u remember that idiotic face of the guy who smiles at your module-making....

u know how is it when some jerk-face tell you 'why are you drawing that if you could just scan it'.....

u remember how it's interesting to fuckup all that stupid-lurking-pea-brained -brainwashed assholes ?

the question is... what hapens in the age of 21 ?

i'tell you...... N O T H I N G !

the hardcorer stays that way forever.... if he doesn't that means that he never actually was really one.... got it ?

mARCUS gARVEY of CoRRoSioN